I have been making more of an effort to be a better person, someone that I would be proud of, and someone who puts others first. I don't know exactly what I'm doing here, and I feel pretty lost most of the time. All I know for sure is that I'm tired of feeling worthless and like the world would be better without me in it. I need to figure out who I am, I need to figure out what will make me happy and get out there and do it. I want to be important to someone, I want someone to remember my name. I wish I could figure out how.
I'm 25 years old, and I don't have the slightest clue what to do with my life. I don't know who I can love, I don't know who I can trust. Things are so irreversibly complicated and I almost feel that I can't keep my head above water. I want to run away and live in a shack in the mountains and just be alone. It seems no one understands me, no one can see who I am. I sound so emo bullshit right now, but I'm crying out to strangers to help me find some way to figure out who I am.
Anyway, on to my list. What do you want to do with your life?
Ø Go to Disney World again
Ø Ride in a hot air balloon
Ø Win a major award
Ø Go into space
Ø Be the change I want to see in the world
Ø Be a leader
Ø Be elected to some public office
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Ø Ride a horse
Ø Travel overseas.
Ø Get a teaching job
Ø See the Grand Canyon
Ø Go back to Cali
Ø Walk the whole Golden Gate Bridge
Ø Picnic in the Redwoods
Ø Touch an elephant
Ø See a volcano in Hawaii
Ø Get a hole in one at golf
Ø Go to the Memorial tournament
Ø Run the whole time in a 5K.
Ø Run the Flying Pig again
Ø Go to Vegas
Ø Learn Spanish
Ø Make a difference
Ø Fall in love
Ø Get my master's degree
Ø Learn how to putt
Ø Ride a motorcycle
Ø Waterski
Ø Parasail.
Ø Ride a four wheeler on a beach
Ø Go on a cruise
Ø Go spelunking
Ø Climb a mountain
Ø Go hiking
Ø Go to an Ohio State football game
Ø Learn how to fly a plane
Ø Ride in a helicopter
Ø Find a friend I can count on
Ø Buy a new car.
Ø Get my own place
Ø Bowl another 200 game
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Ø Go on a roadtrip
Ø Be on Jeopardy!
Ø Watch a Broadway show
Ø Go to NYC at New Year
Ø Survive NYC at New Year.
Ø Run the Ecothon
Ø Fly a kite
Ø Find myself
Ø Regrow my tiny heart
Ø Volunteer
Ø Sky dive
Ø Learn to dance
Ø Build something.
Ø Travel to all 50 states
2 comments:
With only twenty-five years in your rear view mirror, Bossy thinks you have time aplenty for this cool list.
ohmygosh!!!! bossy read my post!!! best. day. evar!!
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